Thursday, January 27, 2011

Snow means down time

So here it is an other snow storm in NYC.  Luckily I have cases to handle by phone so today feels productive.  Yesterday my trusty Subaru got me to NJ and back.  I was the only person in the building and one new case found her way to my office.

Tomorrow I am planning on going to the farm to visit my horse who is probably as bored as I.  Still trying to find a focus for my life.  Travel is a suggestion from a friend, take classes from another, and I have thought of book clubs, yoga the usual.  Truth is I miss the struggle that marked my early and mid life.  the journey to this place was so challenging it filled me with joy.

Not that I would have described it as joyful at the time.  Working a full time job, going to class, field placements, death and loss of people along the way, not joyful indeed, but fullfilling for sure.

I need something like that now.  But what?

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